

It has been a while since I wrote on (or "in") the blog. Don't know why. Maybe just laziness. Certainly not business. Anyway, here it goes. It is a new year. For years I made new years resolutions. One year i decided to read through the entire Bible once a month. Another year I committed to focus on prayer. My resolutions always related to something that would help me grow spiritualy. This year I have no resolutions at all. Well, maybe one. I resolve to live everyday to the fullest and try not to worry about tomorrow. Of course this is easier said than done. My goal is to embrace everyday, enjoy it, live it like there is no tomorrow and give God glory through it.
It is also a new decade. I really did not think about a new decade until recently. And the thought of a new decade scares me. Frankly I am not sure I will live to see the next decade. I have ALS and even though i have had it over nine years and it is a slow growing form, the statistics suggest i will not last another ten years. If you had told me nine years ago that I would still be alive, I would have been estatic. After all, the doctors gave me two to five yearrs to live and most of those years in a disabled condition. So i am grateful to still be alive and mobile. But i am learning that the more God extends my life, the more greedy for life I become. I am always wanting more and more. Maybe I will make it to 2020. If I do, i will still want more. If I don't make it to 2020, it has been a great ride.




